I come to you with a question.
I find myself feeling not at home in any of the churches I attend. I plan to get married in a year and a half, so we will need to find a church we like. Ron (fiance) currently goes to a church, which I used to go to also, but I feel the priest there is judgmental, and possibly some of the parishioners, too. I did love that church, though. I tried changing churches, and my younger son agreed to change with me. But he ended up dropping out, and now when I go to that church, I think of being sad that he no longer goes.
I miss going to church, but when I get up Sunday mornings to get ready, I get anxiety. It used to feel like it was a warm, inviting place to be. And now I don't feel that way. I don't know if it's just in my head, or what.
My older son is a pantheist, and my younger son is not sure what he believes.. leaning toward Buddism, I think. I am a Catholic. Always have been. But I feel a bit "burned" by feeling like an outcast, because of living with my fiance, when my annulment is not complete. If you don't understand all of that... it's okay. I just need to know if this will all get settled in a timely manner for the wedding, and any other information/insight into this matter.
Okay, I hope that didn't all sound weird!